Every experience has its ups and downs. I am accepting that, I must if I want to continue to be happy here. This last week was very difficult for me, it was the first time I really came to a breaking point of frustration and discouragement. The challenges and difficulties seem to be inevitable at every apparently hopeful corner. Its different here in Chile, and that is okay. Everything, from the culture, the interaction of people, and even the idea of volunteering in general, is all just different. I have had times of utter disappointment in finding a promising way to get involved in something, but I know there is good in all this as well.
I know I am learning from the negative part of the experience. And, as my Pops told me, “it’s making me a stronger individual for future endeavors I will pursue.” Its about making the best of every situation, and being patient and understanding even when you want to explode, or break down into tears.
I want to be happy here, and happy in my decision to come here. I just want to do something. Thankfully, things are always looking up. The only person that can allow me to make the best of this experience from all angles is… myself. And that is why I am staying optimistic.
